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Monday, July 31, 2006
12 more days.
uoyssimii- <3
Saturday, July 29, 2006
sigh.
today's trng seems so diff. we were supposed to be trng for our own event, but it's more of like a crying session. huabin said something, thn me & xiaoying just suddenly break down, started crying. but really thinking about all this stuff, it really make me feel like crying. & especially whn ii talk about one whole, ii dunnoe why. but everything just seems to be changing. they no longer feel our importance. but just now edwin really make me feel touched. thou we may not be tht close anymore but whn ii cried just now, he came & comfort me. it's like he look at me with those sad eyes, & thn he asked me not to cry. whn ii see him like this, ii just feel like crying even more. but at da same time, ii'm really touched. sigh, ii dunnoe what to say now. my eyes are just so sore now after all da crying. gonna go catch some slp. trng is satarting early tml. nights. 14 more days. <3
Thursday, July 27, 2006
early in da morning my
dear singing partner, anges send me this sms. it goes like this. ii wake up early in my hotel room, wait for my alarm to go. ii think about the things ii gotta do, damm my mind's gonna blow. ii'm freaking out, about, what's ahead: maybe ii'll just stay in bed. cos it's no fun to be the one going out of my head, so ii tell it to myself again. you're looking for something you can't find. if you give it up, you'll lose your mind. there's always something in your way, & what can you say? YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A GOOD DAY! good day to you! :D haha. how sweet can she be? she has neva fail to make my day. thankyou anges! & also my bestie, xiaoying. she too make me smile during trng. & make me look forward to every trng. tht shall be all. gonna go study ss. PS: ANGES! II WANNA PLAY SOLITAIRE SHOWDOWN! 16 more days. <3
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
it not like ii wanna show u a black face
in da first place tht day in da morning. but you don't see friendly to me, so ii don't give u a friendly face. ii didn say tht our memories was not memorable. it is still memorable. but what can ii say now since you all are angry with me? leonard kan you all bu shuang is his prob, not mine. ii didn'y say ii kan ni bu shuang right? & ii went to da neoprint shop just after ii finished study & had my dinner. & why should ii avoid u all? ii was busy editing da thing & u should know there's limited time. & ii dunnoe what's my friend doing outside. ii was busy editing da photos, so ii didn't pay much attention to what he is doing. tht day ii really went studyin. & if you all think ii'm lying & if tht's what u think, ii also have nothing to say. giving da wrong instructions to da electronics shop is also not my fault. ii also don't want all of you to go to da wrong shop right? ii know when we quarrelled it's always about me. everytime it's always me. ever since ii'm with leonard, we've been qurrelling. & ii know sometimes ii reallie went overboard. but sometimes you all make me feel really left out. there's a lot of time you & sw just talk to weeting & left me out, do you know how ii'll think? & whn ii even talk to you all, you all don't even borther to listen. how do u want me to smile & talk to you all, when you all gave me this kinda face? ii don't want to just pretend & give u all a nice smile. ii want to smile because it come from my heart & ii mean it. ii enjoyed da moment when our friendship just patch back. ii dunnoe what to say & what to do now. there's no point saying so much whn da prob has already happen. cus it had alrdy happen..
yeah yeah.
fake if tht's what u wanna say. ii really went there to study. believe it or not your choice. cause ii know ii'm telling da truth. if you think ii'm lying, so be it. ii love thm! even thou one whole is seperated, even thou some ppl had get outta my life, ii had thm. they were there when ii need thm. they don't talk behind each other back like what some other people do. they make me feel ii belong. they make me feel happy. ii love thm! <3 18 more days.
Monday, July 24, 2006
ii don't know what's going on.
ii don't know what's wrong. ii don't feel like knowing it. & ii don't give a fucking damm. trng ytd was fun. ii love mr kwa so much suddenly! his such a enjoyable coach to have. after trng at da beach, we buried leo & pc. thn justin went to roll over thm, & mr kwa also joined us. thn they started playing stacko. mr kwa joined. his like a small kid. haha. & yeah, his so ai mei ah. he went to guardian & bought a bottle of moisturiser. but ii think he like getting a bit old? as in his looks. cause ii was sitting down & when ii look at mr kwa train, he like suddenly become so old. he was so handsome last time. haha. well, but his still a nice coach anyway. he bought me choc bars when ii manage to complete my event. ii love him! ii guess he would be touched. ((: & yeah, ii read one of xiaoying's post & ii pretty agreed with what she said. ii guess one whole could neva be back like before. ii also missed the times we had. it was really wonderful when da four of us will always be tgt. & da 3rd quarter of mine, who he'll always listen to my sorrows. now he doesn't even care about my prob. da two small lil quarter seems to have grown up & do nt find us impt anymore. sigh, ii really miss the times. ii just long for one whole to be tgt again. did da both of u heard tht? 19 more days. <3
Saturday, July 22, 2006
MOODY,
MOODY, MOODY! II JUST LONG FOR A BAR OF CRUNCHIE NOW!
Thursday, July 20, 2006
what's wrong with you?
you did tht on purpose or was it not? whatever it is, what's so special to be proud of? & today was quite a pleasant day if not for some people. well anyway, early in da morning BESTIE send me a sms. it's so sweet of her! thanks gurl, you start my day with a smile! ((: & not to forget ANGES! my dear SINGING PARTNER! haha. she dreamt of me in her sleep. woah, didnt know she miss me so much, cus ii didnt went for wed's trng. haha. but well, ii miss you too gurl! your msg make my day splendid too! ii'm looking forward to every trng, because you all make me look forward to it. & trng was fun, cus of all of you! hmmm, 23 more days. ((:
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
prelim oral today.
ii think ii screwed up my da picture conversation lors. & think passage & da conversation part was still okay la. & during PE tday was so fun! we've t use our fingers & row da hula-hoop. thn we've to stand in a row at da parade square. but when mr mike blow da whistle, we hold da hula-hoop & run. thn nxt round, mr mike join us. my class wanna make fun of him, so we plan not to run this time when he blow da whistle. thn whn he blow, only he run. & we were all standing there laughing at him. you should see his expression! its so cuckoo & funny. ii couldn't stop laughing. & now, ii'm having suc a fucking stomach cramp! it hurts so much! dunnnoe wth ii eat wrong. ugh! hmmm, 25 more days. ((:
Monday, July 17, 2006
had o'lvl lc today.
hope ii would get a good grade. & yeah, ii reallie dunnoe how to motivate myself to study. sometimes ii tell myself, o'lvl is coming, not much time left. ii feel da urge, but ii'm just so not motivated to study. ii can still be here surfing net. ahhhh! ii dunnoe la. think ii reallie gonna go study now. ii dont wanna have cuckoo results & study a course ii don't want next time in jc. hmmmm. 26 more days. ((:
Saturday, July 15, 2006
competition over,
feel so much more relaxed. ii'm so happy tht ii actually complete my individual event. 100m RESUCE MEDLY! ii'm so so happy. RAAHHHHH! ((: & ii wanna get a choc bar frm mr kwa. beach trng tml, looking forward! ii'm gonna train hard from now on! ((: |